EthanCreed

By pure happenstance, just like every other year, I find myself back at DeviantArt. Wandering the empty hallways that used to be so full of people and, for a lack of better words, life. But please believe me, no lying, I was not sad first started walking this hallway of memory lane. I guess this place just makes me feel alone. Which also means I shouldn't be here since it obviously isn't good for me. And yet, here I am. How strange. It's like I like to be hurt (anyone attracted to broken people!?). Anyway, just as I did the year before, here I am talking about past projects and future hopes. I skimmed the last journal entry I made last year, and honestly- truly honestly- nothing has changed. I worked a little more on Allison Branch, a little more on motion comics, but nothing else. I have been trying to read more, so that's nice. Actually, that's probably the only nice thing that I can talk about. Just today I wade myself through the old boxes in search of books. It was incredibly

So it's 9:39 pm when I start writing this. Honestly I don't have too much to say but there is this certain sense of sadness that has been grabbing hold of me these past few days. I can't seem to find any real motivation to work on my real projects: my motion comics, my real comics, my porn collection of- well, maybe I'll talk about that later. Anyway, so with a very quick skim of my last journal on here, I talked about working on Elijah Grim and the End of the World. Well, I finished it. Woot. Hold for applause. And honestly, it was the best thing I ever made. With art, story, cool factor. I have no idea, but I'd like to think that Elijah Grim would have been enjoyed by people but I no one really read it. I posted it on a website just after I finished it, but within TWO WEEKS it was taken down for 'gratuitous violence'. Which... I won't like, the comic is kinda gore-y, but I wouldn't have called it gratuitous. It's about demon zombies, so of course there would be blood. I'm actually

It's 10:41 in the morning. I am working on page 07 of Elijah Grim and things are going...okay. Every time I work on a project, I'm reminded of my time of deviantart. I wish I had the motivation to unsubscribe to all those groups haha. I hope to finish the Elijah teaser (by teaser I mean like 20 pages?) in a few weeks. I recently got Star Ocean: Till the End of Time on gamefly and I really should play it. But I can't help it, I have the specific energy and excitement when working on a project and cant think of anything else besides the project. Of course, having said that/written that, I'm making a journal instead of drawing. Speaking of wor